EMOTIONS

I don't know how and when, but I changed. I don't know why or what happened, but I am no longer the same. I slowly morphed into something way bigger than I could ever in my life think I'd be.

Yes, I still have my emotions; they seemed heightened now than ever, but I still feel less, as the days pass. If I ever gave two cents about what you thought, now, I give the same amount as Leonardo DiCaprio's Oscar awards.

If I ever said I was romantic, I have become the most cynical and most sarcastic person to ever walk the earth. when I listen, hear or watch people talk about their undying love and loyalty towards a fellow human, I cringe and roll my eyes so far back my head that it touches my brain.

I have friends that I barely talk to anymore. I have family that I rarely visit. My cousins miss me but what has that got to do with me? I am able to maintain my sanity by going to visit my granny once a week, the only human I want to relate to.

Social media is now my family and friend, not that I interact with people on it too. I am at the brink\, the cliff's edge. I might tumble over soon. maybe that will be good for me; but I fell once, into the darkness and that frightened me. That is not something I want to happen again.

Change does come, and sometimes, we may not be aware, or even like it, but it will be the most beautiful experience we will go through.

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